So I am 39 weeks now.
Just 39. Thats all.
The anxiety is starting to hit.
All of the sudden I have a list of 100 things I want to do.. and NO time to do it.
I suddenly want to organize my underwear drawer, and wipe baseboards down. And with no energy to do this.... The anxiety of trying to get it done is hitting me.
(Do I really need to organize my underwear drawer?)
A few things I am looking forward to after the birth:
-A normal Bladder.
-Real Jeans (Not ones with a band on them)
-No gagging after I brush my teeth.
-No more belly rubbing by strangers
All of these things would be nice to have back..
But for some reason I dont think my life will be completely back to normal with a newborn.
And all admit this.. I am terrified of the birthing process.
Wish me luck!